AARRGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!

i hate this week.

i've been stressed with moving offices and rich seapak. monday, i didn't get to sleep much. by tuesday i still didn't sleep since i made graham cake to bring to the office. i went to work not feeling well but i can't dare miss a day since deadline is looming over me. i was stressed with trainees, the usual poor production and impossible goals and the usual holoi poloi and chaos. end tuesday shift i puked out everything i ate. the next shift til last night, i'm still there since no one would handle my project this close to the deadline. we still don't have PCs since they haven't moved it yet. we do manual accounting and everything else! haay...

i miss my PC. well, i miss sleep also, i need much of it but most of the time i'm supposed to be asleep, i can't! urggh!!! how i wish i just fell ill for awhile, maybe about 2-3 days that i can't really move so that i won't be guilty about missing work for awhile to rest. i feel that as long as i could go to work i could last the day, if i don't then guilt nags at my conscience even while battling with fever. fatigue is catching up with me, fast.

but i need to get used to this. i need to get used to even less sleep time and even more things to juggle especially if i want to see myself in school anytime soon.

times like these, i just want to ask...

can i die now?